Trusting the Progress in Life

  “The more light you allow within you, the brighter the world you live in will be.” ~Shakti Gawain
  
I'm home for a little bit, to be with my family. To ensure that my two littlest cousin don't grow up too much. To recharge and reflect on what has happened during summer. (so far) I've found myself enjoying solitude, being with my silent thoughts. My Sparrow came over for a visit and I'll post separately on that with my 23 before 24 list. I've seen how I adjust to having a guest over for long period of time, it was a first for me being on my own. Having someone over, to temporarily be part of my lifestyle in Anchorage. I've hung out with some crowds, and I have learned a valuable lesson from it.

There WILL always be someone who do not like you. Someone who do not agree with you. Someone who is adroit at making you feel certain way. Someone who makes you question your implausible past. Someone who won't forgive you. 

Struggling between the past and present leaves me unbalanced. There are things in life that I knew I could have put some better effort in mending the situations but if I keep on dwelling- the light will only get dimmer. The present is my center and I shall remain focused on finding my grounds. I shall trust the progress in life, because it will take me to places. The only thing that will stop me from going to places would be dwelling on the past. It is my feelings therefore; nobody but myself can do something about it. I've chose to remain with my central and find my grounds so I can allow more light within myself.